New Days

My last post was over two years ago.. Honestly I am suprised its still here. Everyone that follows this knows what i have been up to. I left my relationship two years ago as of July 1. It was not an easy transition and in all honesty im thrilled i didnt keep a journal. I went a wee bit loopy. Anyhow fast fowarding to now.. im fed up with my job.. still living with friends and thier sweet daughter..but now im living a bit differently and enjoying it honestly. Living like a bacholorette with no children. smiles I only get to talk to ryan on occasion as he either doesnt return my phone calls or doesnt get my messages or someone turns thier phone off so that i cant reach him.. yeah for loving parents.. anyway.. I stay out late some nights and others i dont.. most times just visiting others. other times sitting in the parking lot relaxing with friends from work. I'm learning to enjoy while i decide what direction i know want to take.